realizing my biggest downfall is the lack of belief 

getting too old for this

earlier, i saw a glimpse of what i can become.. so it's time to work at it 

thanks to all who pitched in, including those close to me, and those who are no longer a part of my life for petty reasons that i indulged in. just a shame this had to happen so late.. after the damage was done 

depressed, but motivated