Dots for Everyone


I often wonder what'll be the death of me.

If it's this, then I'm doing a pretty good job to say the least.

Anyway, dots for everyone.

Feeling unusually drained today 

Don't feel like taking a shower, washing my clothes, making music...etc

I just want to lay down.

Little boosts here and there from the adrenaline of playing Tekken

*as I lose a fight after being right on the brink of promotion*

See, right there...And just couldn't finish the job.

Perhaps an analogy to how I am in real life.

I sat here for hours...Texts and messages from people came to me.

All asking "what's wrong?" 

This was based upon my tweets, as they said.

Apparently I haven't been looking too happy.

I can agree. The only problem is that I'm not sure why.

Not family problems.
Slightly musical.
Slightly relationship based.
And that's all I can think of right now.

It wouldn't be like me to just drop everything.

But then again, it would. 

Hopefully not this time around though.
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I'm into movies, reading(lightly now), having conversations here and there, learning, thinking, playing games, making music, and having successful sex. 

Oh, and enlightening people.

I don't think I've noted this on here, but I have started a new movement of sorts.

-inserthashtagnofap2014-

I'm looking forward to seeing this through, only problem is that I'm not entirely sure of what's at the end of the road. 

I'd be a bit down if this doesn't change what I want it to.

Hopefully the others are strong enough to make it there with me.
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It is true, that a lot of what I've already said on here is being learned through some other popular media. 

I should be content that people are learning, but I'm not.

The battle between wanting and not wanting recognition eats away at me

Was I the first to say any of this? Probably not. But I know I didn't steal.
 
What is the next step? When am I going to get my next plethora of philosophies.

I'm hoping that my sudden depression will be the key to that.

Then again, I don't even feel like doing that.

My best bet...

Think.

> Onto the next post.