And thus, nostalgia and sadness. 

A lot of things just dawned upon me.

The old me 

A lot of my memories

Happiness, sadness...everything

Was winter

Something about it just welcomed me, and I don't feel the same anymore 

The weather, the sadness, the heartbreak, hopelessness...easy going emotions...Apex

For some strange reason, I miss it all

Although, I have quite the clue that it may be because I just heard a song that I haven't heard within months.

The same song that I played over and over again on soundcloud during the entire ordeal

Now, for the song to be heard


F*cking pitched vocals. Gets me every time.