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ReTurnReTurnReTurn.

Happy February 1st. The sudden stop in January was needed. But I do see some people were still visiting so I appreciate that.

...Don't be afraid to say you don't know. It is what it is, but don't be afraid to change that either...

Apparently my appearance has changed drastically...Or I'm just not a very memorable character.

Not sure why I'm surprised by that, but I guess it's a good thing.

Decided to go back and visit a place, and I was reminded of why I didn't like it in the first place.

Aside from randomly being handed a crumpled condom for no reason...I'm kind of enjoying...something. Not sure what it is yet.

I'm sensitive and stubborn. I'm only sensitive when people are unintentionally doing or saying something that sticks with me. It reminds me of the whole being "looked over" scenario and there isn't much to annoy or offend me more than that. Despite knowing that I should be used to it.

Not everyone handles situations the same. For example, I could call two similar people the same insulting name, how they handle the insult depends on how the person perceives it. So there is no such thing as taking it too serious or too far. You're not that person. Any action that they take whether it be to brush it off or burn down my house for insulting them is how they feel that they will get even with me. That's normal.

With that being said, I'd say that I want to apologize to everyone who I've been acting like a dick to lately. I'm pretty sure it's masturbation withdrawals. I was pretty cool before this but now I just don't care about much at all. Which is weird because I thought it'd make me care more.

Total backfire.

More aggressive and hot headed, quick to drop whatever it is and never look behind me.

But...apparently this is who I am...almost every living mammal goes through that kind of frustration though.
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I do however have...A few things in mind that I'm sure I've already mentioned with myself.

Enduring for tougher skin, and I'm sure I deserve it.

Time will prevail, so I'm being patient for once.

Just hang in there for me, with me.

I know what it's supposed to be and how it's not supposed to be. So how I handle ___________ will be equal, in my eyes.

This will be my last apology.

Thief in the night.
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Balance.